What Was I Thinking!?!?

Why did I ever think I had time to keep up with a blog? As I opened the blog to see if I could come up with the latest and greatest, I realized I had started one back in September (it's now April 2010) and click on edit to only find the title, "What Was I Thinking?" We don't have time to do half the stuff we do unless we make the time. So, I am making the time to blog. That is where I left off two months ago. Here I go with Take Two......

Life just keeps rolling along. What am I willing to make time for? Friends, family and God? or God, family and friends? I never did understand the concept of making time for myself. I have been hearing this a lot lately from others. When I make time for God, it is for the benefit of myself as well as loving Him. When I make time for family and friends, I am always included and benefit greatly from it, myself. I think if I make too much time for just myself, that could lead to a nasty habit of selfishness. So for now, the me time is tempered with His time and their time and I promise I won't leave myself behind. So, moving on to seven important people in my life that deserve more time than I have to give.

Rick is just plain awesome. I don't know how he manages to help the 30+ people he ministers to one-on-one on a weekly basis and still has the patience to love the rest of us. That's just plain supernatural. Outside of wishing for him more fishing time, a kayak to paddle and his dreams fulfilled; not much else I can say except I love that man more than words can ever say and the feeling is pretty darn mutual.

Tiffany moved back home last week. Even at the ripe old age of almost 20, poor thing is adjusting to all of us again. I think after she's been outside long enough it won't matter what's going on in the house. She'll just be glad to be in the warm house again. Cody doesn't shiver as much as she does. At least we found the hole in her room where the shrews were coming in and plugged it up. That would have been a rude awakening. She is going to be trying to keep the house clean and watching Joseph but she is always up for any other odd jobs if you need a barn built, cows milked or plans drawn up for your next shopping mall. Here she is in the Iditarod Fur Fashion Show we personally staged at David Green Furriers in downtown Anchorage. We decided to step in to escape the cold for a bit and take some silly pictures with some phenomenal out of town guests. She is heading down to Dominican Republic in June on a mission trip with our church. They are teaming up with Dominic Russo and his ministry in DR.

Zachary, who is 18, is still hard at work building houses and finishing up his senior year. Gosh, I hope his head doesn't explode from all that knowledge up there. He is still trying to decide what to do with himself. We have shared our thoughts and strong suggestions with him, but ultimately it's his sacrifice, I mean, decision on what to do after this high school life. He and his redneck truck will just keep plugging along back and forth to work and church until the time comes. He also is our local washer boy. He does the laundry and boy, will he make some woman happy someday as long as she does the sorting! He can fold like no other. He is heading down to Peru in July with his little sister Natalie and a team of youth and adults from our church. They plan to minister in the city and the jungle villages near Iquitos.


Speaking of Natalie, she is almost to the end of her first year of high school. She has traded in her leotard for the microphone, an electric guitar, an acoustic guitar and a piano. Yes, I think she's a little musically inclined. She writes songs, sings, prays for and ministers to others as much as she is able. She also likes to dominate the driver's seat these days since she got her permit. If I permit her to continue driving, she might get her real license in December when she turns 16.

Joseph is just darn cute! He can clean his room spic and span when he wants to play Nintendo. Yes, at 5 he has figured it out! He loves the computer ed games too. Our motto is no clean, no screen. It's amazing!! He can go from flat as a pancake in the floor from the shock to standing proudly in the middle of his clean floor in 30 minutes or less. He can also count from 1 to 50 in 30 numbers or less too! He still loves dirt and wants to know when his room is going to get painted with tractors.

Emily turns 10 on her birthday this year. She is adventurous and reads like a bookworm in the Library of Congress. 3rd grade has not been without its challenges. Multiplication, cursive and social etiquette rule the day as she trudges through to the top of the dog pile. Emily still loves playing outside and would probably live outside if it wasn't for being so cold. She loves to explore and find things to look at under her microscope. I wish she would show that enthusiasm when it comes to keeping her room clean. Then some of her best experiments might not be available then, I guess.

Naomi wakes up every morning and immediately makes her bed! I can't even do that!! She has learned to love school after months of lamenting each morning about going. Her handwriting is immaculate for a 7 year old. Looks like the samples you see in Handwriting books. She loves to be creative, laugh and show her independence. She went from loving dresses and wanting to wear them every day with leggings to jeans girl.

So life just keeps rolling along. One of these days, it will come to a halt altogether. When that day comes, I want to know that the borders of the Kingdom were enlarged because of me, my children and my children's children. That is the only legacy that I need to leave. To this, no earthly wealth can compare. What will I have to say for myself? I will be forever in His presence and it won't matter one iota. (When I do get there, I plan to ask my grandma what an iota is.)

Confessions of a Working Mom

After being told again for the 798th time what a supermom I am and how can I do it all and so on....I decided to squelch my big headed pride and publish the truth. I can't do it all by myself. With God as my strength and my family beside me, near me, under me, and sometimes on top of my head or where ever they decide to sit; I can do anything. I don't have to come home and do a ton of chores at the end of the day because my kids (after much duress and threats sometimes) have a list of chores they have to finish in order to breathe, I mean eat, I mean live here. Oh well, you get the idea. I really do praise them for what they have accomplished. True confessions~Zac does 90% of the laundry while working a full time job. I do the dedicates so he doesn't lose any fingers or appendages. (No, Zac is not dunking Joseph in that pic. He is trying to help him pick up a shell without getting waved.) Natalie does the dishes and 93% of the time remembers that the knives, bamboo and other precious Pampered Chef items don't go in the dishwasher. She likes her fingers too. She also cleans the kitchen most of the time as well as watches her younger siblings half the week. We have a most awesome babysitter that does the other half. WE LOVE YOU MEGAN! The rest of the kids make a big huge mess so they can show me how well they can clean up. One of these days I will have to take a picture just so you can see I am not lying. My kids are normal. I do have days where I lose my patience and don't understand why they didn't notice all the toys and clothes they were walking on or pushing over because it was too painful to walk on just so they can walk across the room to get to the other side. I also have days when I come home to "what chores" and "there's a list?" Then there are the days when I realize that all that frustration is just me wanting to be home with my kids instead of being at work. But this is LIFE and sometimes life requires hard things. All of us moms need to realize that the dirt will not always be there and we aren't taking it into eternity, but are we impacting our children for eternity with everything we do and say. Am I going to let up on the chore list? Aboslutely not! Life requires responsibility and kids need to learn it early or they turn into something we read about in the paper or they don't turn out at all. But, I do need to let up on the reaction and lovingly tell my kids that they can eat as soon as the house is clean. Speaking of clean, time for another confession. I have a most awesome domestic engineer that comes and cleans my house once a month and I will never go back to not having it done even if it means eating beans every day! Well, I will have to think about that one. AMY GREEN is amazing!! Dust bunnies hide in fear of being sucked in the vortex. So, in the words of a local wise man, I will stop telling my kids 100 times or more, "Don't forget..." and instead I will say, "Remember..." So, Zac, remember to take the trash out Wednesday morning so we can start parking in the garage again. Oh, and please remember to do the laundry when you come home. There are cobwebs forming on the hangars in my closet and the handles of my dresser. Natalie, remember the dishes need to be clean before we eat, the kids need to eat twice a day while I am gone and the sun will not vanish in the next ten minutes while you tidy up. Emily, Naomi, and Joseph, remember to keep your toys picked up so we don't have to go to the ER again this weekend. Please remember to be nice to each other and keep the hands and feet and teeth to yourself. Thank you to each one of you, my kids, for helping take care of our family. I love you! Mama B as Levi would say.

Whoa, What Happened to March?

Great tamales! I can't believe I missed a whole month of blogging! I guess things have been a little crazy around here. We can finally see all the ground. The snow is gone and it's been very warm 50 and 60. Heat wave! The kids have been outside in shorts and tank tops already. They even broke out the flip flops today in the semi dry mud. They have been riding bikes and playing hard. Rick raked all the leaves up and spewed the grass seed out with the lovely spewing grass seed doohickey. Now if we can just keep the moose off the lawn! They don't shoo very well.

March was exciting! Zac and Natalie went on a mission trip to Mexico over Spring Break and both managed to come back alive and in one piece. This is the only picture that they have downloaded for me. They built three houses while they were there. Their team of 15 was interviewed by the SanDiego something or other newspaper. They also got interviewed by the local paper. They did great! They finally got all their thank you notes written. I told them if they didn't get them done, they had to babysit every weekend until they did. Miracles still happen! Notes have been delivered! Speaking of building, Zac is working for an amazing custom homebuilder here in Wasilla, Sundberg Quality Homes. http://www.sundbergqualityhomes.com/ Zac has really enjoyed working for them and they build some very beautiful homes! He is keeping busy with work, homeschooling, playing with friends, and collecting paint ball gear for the upcoming Family Camp 2009 at Church on the Rock in Wasilla! It's going to be fun!! Don't miss out!
We also had a women's conference at our church the day the ash fell from Mt Redoubt. Boy! Is it nasty stuff. We are still cleaning it off stuff! I mailed some to my nephew Parker in Texas. Don't you know he was the talk of the town for a week! He brought volcanic ash from Alaska to school! Anyway, the conference was fantastic. Natalie got to meet one of her favorite worship leaders from Bethel Church in Redding, CA. Her name is Kim Walker and she is amazing if you haven't already heard her stuff. She also performs/records with the Jesus Culture. It's awesome! She not only got to meet her but Kim prayed over her and prophesied as well. It was amazing! Natalie has been helping with worship at youth group. She can play the guitar and the piano pretty decently too! She is also writing music like you would not believe. Can you tell she was beside herself to meet Kim?!



Emily and Naomi are attending a learning center that has been such a blessing to us. They have had their struggles with separation anxiety and learning how to live with others for 5 hours a day, but they are doing well and really enjoy going to school. They get up on time for the most part, fix their lunches and help with breakfast. They are a great team when they aren't arguing. I don't know what they will do with themselves this summer, but I am sure it will be exciting! They have great plans for redecorating the tree house!!

Joseph is keeping himself and Natalie busy. She watches him most days while I am teaching piano or doing church stuff. He likes to tagalong when he can. He packs his "lunch" and off we go. His lunch consists of a pbj sandwich in his Lightning McQueen sandwich keeper and a bag of organic baked cheese puffs. I know what you are thinking but they are very tasty! Joseph is still hooked on tractors and construction eqipment. Here is the proof! Notice the neat and tidy equipment yard to the right in the picture. Some days, he lines them all up to watch while he builds things with his blocks and lincoln logs. Yes, he is darn cute!

Tiffany is doing awesome in Homer! She is working full-time and has a roof over her head. She is also helping with different things at Church on the Rock in Homer as well. I will post some of her pictures soon.
May has lots of milestones coming up. School will end mid-month. I have my year end piano/voice recital at our church on May 15th. Y'all come! I start a new job in Anchorage this month. We have our church family camp to close out the month. Then, of course, there is the most important holiday of the year outside of Christmas and Easter, Mother's Day! Woo hoo!! I am already planning where we are going to eat and what I am going to buy for myself. So, you might ask, what are you going to buy? I am going to get a few things for the kitchen. I can't help myself. I am so stinking practical. Toaster, hot water maker, an attachment for my Bosch. So, here's to my 6 amazing reasons for celebrating Mother's Day! I love you all and pray God's richest blessings on the plans He has for you!! You are all a blessing!!!!!
Now, I have decided to share some words of wisdom for all you worriers our there. We do not have to depend on the current president for our economic future because our Father holds our future in the palm of His hand. Put your faith where your mouth is people! Economic crisis is not in God's vocabulary. I love you all! Now stop whining before I get out the duct tape.

My Fresh Start Story

A NOTE TO THOSE WHO KNEW ME WHEN: I know some of you will know what I am talking about in my story and some might be scratching their heads saying, "wow, I had no idea!" This goes to show that the majority of our battle against the enemy is in our mind. He loves mind games. Don't let him win!

Welcome to the planet Earth. Bad things happen here and sometimes they happen to us. One of the main reasons for this is because of man’s sinful choices. We are humans given the gift of choice. We are not puppets on a string. We make a willful choice to follow the path to freedom or the path to destruction. WE HAVE TO CHOOSE TO FOLLOW GOD!! IT DOES NOT COME NATURALLY!! Everyday you must choose whom you will serve. Joshua 24:15. You must live life with a purpose and a passion for God OR you will live life with a purpose and a passion for the enemy of your soul. Sometimes people choose to do things to hurt us. We, in turn, have to choose to forgive or not. My story is about what happened to me when I chose not to forgive.
Throughout my life until almost 9 years ago, I blamed everyone else for all my problems. I would not take any responsibility for my response to the offenses that had occurred in my life. When I finally decided that enough was enough, I was barely getting through each day. I constantly thought that everyone would be better off if I was not around, but I was too afraid to do anything about it. What the enemy wanted to do was to destroy me and, in the process, destroy my family. What God wanted was to restore me and my family to what He had created us to be, but I was even afraid of what I would have to do to get there. At the time, I had been injured in a hit and run accident and the stress I was putting myself under was making these injuries worse. I could not sleep at night because I was afraid of going to sleep. It meant I was one day closer to death, but I was also afraid to live. I was afraid that when I grew old my children and my husband would reject & abandon me. I was afraid of leaving my house. I was afraid of everything. I would do everything to keep busy so I would not have to sit and think about what was going on in my heart and mind. The immense fear would attack me when I would lie down at night, because I finally had to stop long enough and listen to what was going on in my heart and mind. It was not the heart and mind of one who trusted the One and True Living God. It was the mind of fear, distrust, hatred, rebellion, rejection, anger, unforgiveness and bitterness. But, guess what? Psalm 34:4 “I sought the Lord, and he heard me, and delivered me from all my fears.” Not one, not some, but ALL of them. I SOUGHT, not He chased me and held me down. I had to be ready and willing to lay ALL of it down and do whatever it took to walk the path to healing which was also the path to FREEDOM.
As a child, I was a victim of sexual abuse. I had to work really hard to remember anything else. Fortunately, we don’t have to live in the past; we choose to do that. I choose to live in the present. I can’t change the past, but I can be a catalyst to change the present as well as the future. I had many illnesses as a child. My first trip to the ER for an asthma attack was at age nine. Illness after illness followed. I missed over 40 days in 5th grade, over 60 days in 7th grade and so much of the 8th grade that I had to have a home tutor help me finish the year. I had numerous trips to the ER for asthma, allergies and ear infections. I ruptured an eardrum, had my tonsils removed in the 7th grade, was diagnosed with Polycystic Ovary Syndrome, ulcers, acid reflux, migraine headaches in the 8th grade. My parents enrolled me in a very conservative private Christian school for high school. It was much smaller than the public school and I was able to be secluded with the type of classroom setting we had. I was not as sick as I had been, but I still missed a lot of school. By my senior year, I had completed enough credits that I only went to school half a day, but spent the other half in a different building away from the rest of the students. I kept myself as isolated as I could. I was much happier when I was alone. I graduated from high school with honors at the top of my class. I went on to college with all that fear still living and growing in me. I did so poorly that I lost all my academic scholarships in my freshman year. Throughout college, I did seek help and found none. No amount of counsel that I sought from leadership, friends or anyone made any sense or helped ease the pain. I do remember one counselor asking me, “are you sure you have forgiven those that have hurt you?” I said yes, but I hadn’t forgiven. I didn’t think they deserved to be forgiven. They knew better. I had just tried to forget and stuffed it down as far as I could. Somehow, it kept sneaking out and causing me to fall apart. In my junior year, a classmate sexually assaulted me. After that it was so hard for me to do anything. I finally fell apart my senior year and couldn’t put myself back together again. I was done. I couldn’t perform at school any more and I quit. Rick had already entered my life at this point. I was a mess. When we married, we began walking the path to freedom. We attended a great church in Texas that taught all about spiritual warfare. Four years into our marriage, we moved from Texas to Alaska to pastor a church in the bush sight unseen. Our friends and family had one of two opinions about us moving up here. We were either brave or insane! I started dwindling further and further into the depression that started when I was a child. I would sleep in until I had to get up. It took a lot of coaxing to get moving. I absolutely loved our time and the people there, but at the same time I was dying inside.
In 1999, we moved to Anchorage. We thought we had failed and God had rejected us and now we were at the bottom. By that time, I was living with several different illnesses and Rick was sick at heart as well. I was on daily meds for asthma. I couldn’t get out of bed without using my inhaler. I was also on meds for hypothyroidism. I had several allergies and always sneezing and taking benadryl. Chronic sinus infections had me constantly in the doctor’s office for antibiotics. I suffered with migraines, hypoglycemia, mitral-valve pro-lapse, IBS, acid reflux, chronic nausea, TMJ, panic and anxiety. I could not even go to Wal-Mart without having an attack. I was still struggling with severe depression. I would lose track while I was driving and I could not remember how I had gotten to where I was and sometimes where I was going. I was told I was possibly bi-polar & needed medication. I was seeing a neurologist for the car accident injuries and was told I needed to have an evaluation for MS because I was experiencing electricity up my arms and in my face as well as some numbness and other symptomatic nerve pain. That was when the red light came on and I decided I had had enough. A year before that, Rick had gone to a class at church called “Biblical Foundations of Freedom” that taught how stress and fear can cause some of the diseases and illnesses in our lives. After the class, Rick continued one on one counseling. He did this because his heart was getting healed and wanted to see me healed physically as well. When he first brought the book home he told me, “I think I found the answer to your problems.” I wanted to throw the book at him. I did not respond well. I had already tried everything. In my mind, I was crazy and it wouldn’t be long until they figured it out and had me committed. But it wasn’t my fault. It was because of the abuse. What happened next was weird. He gave me the book and he left me alone. I had noticed that he had changed but I didn’t think it would last. Well, it did last. I began noticing he was more at peace and more confident about himself. So, I began to think there might be something to this book. I still didn’t want to jump at the chance to face my issues. It was my counselor at the time who brought me to that pivotal point. She said she wasn’t sure what else to do to help me with my deep-rooted fear issues and she had ran across this new book, “Biblical Foundations of Freedom” and she thought we should talk to Art Mathias, who had written it because she thought he could help me. Inside my head all I could hear was a voice screaming, “NO!” At the time, I thought it was myself. Now, I know it was the voice of the enemy. He knew his time was up and he was about to be deported. I will never forget our first appointment. I started crying the minute I saw Art. He asked me what I was afraid of. I didn’t know at the time, but I checked off nearly every fear listed in the book and added some in the margins. I told him my story and he asked if I had forgiven my offenders. I said I had. He asked me to really think about it and asked again if I had forgiven. The word no came out before I could even process the question. Art asked me if I wanted to be free of depression and fear. I said yes. He told me I was going to have to make a choice to really forgive those that had hurt me and release them to God. He explained that forgiving them did not mean that what they did was okay. Forgiving them was releasing me from the chains of bitterness that I held toward them. Forgiving them was for my freedom from these chains. If I chose not to forgive them, I would stay in bondage. I did not want that anymore. I wanted to be free. I chose forgiveness and chose to let God be God and let him judge the offenders. I also began repenting for my part in my misery and forgiving myself. How did I know I had truly forgiven? I came to the point that I released the offenders and prayed that God would help them find freedom. Soon after starting this process, the fears just started going away. In a few days, I didn’t feel that depressed anymore. Within a few weeks it was gone! I was also not using my inhaler anymore. I didn’t need to. Within 6-9 months, all the other illnesses and symptoms were gone as well. I had been healed. I had lived with these things for years and now they were gone. My back was not healed completely, but the intense muscle spasms, numbness & tingling I was experiencing stopped. We were encouraged to repent to our kids. We sat them all down together and repented for mistakes we had made as parents and for making them think we had rejected them. They said ok. We prayed over each one and what happened next was amazing! Tiffany’s asthma & eczema, Zac’s severe allergies that caused him to snort all the time, and Natalie’s eczema were all healed over time. The asthma and allergy doctor finally told us we didn’t need to come see him anymore. I had made one more “just to be sure” appointment. We sat there for so long the kids said, “Why are we here, we don’t need to see the doctor because we are not sick anymore.” So, I told the receptionist to take us off the list. We were done! We left and have never had to go back. Tiffany has even shared her healing testimony with others.
Some of the major strongholds I had to work on were control, rage and anger. It has taken a lot of time and effort to choose not to go there. Many times I have had to repent to my kids, ask the Lord what is really going on here and deal with that issue. The majority of times I find that I am the one I am really angry with. So, I have to forgive myself and repent for the anger and move on. The enemy wants us to stew in our anger. We just have to learn how to turn off the burner! That doesn’t mean we don’t discipline our kids. It just means I don’t go over the edge in the process.
It has been many years now since we started this journey and I don't have to pinch myself because I know it's for real!! The enemy knocks on the door but I refuse to open it! That is the key. Had I not had the groundwork that was laid by working through my past wounds, rejection, bitterness, unforgiveness, self-hatred, and all their attachments, I truly believe that this total healing would not have been able to take place. I did not get to where I was in illness and heartache overnight. I didn’t get to where I am today in just one service at church. It comes through living a lifestyle of repentance to our kids and others when we hurt them. It comes from forgiving ourselves when we make a mistake. It comes from forgiving others when they hurt us. It comes when we CHOOSE to walk in freedom. It also comes from knowing who you truly are in Christ. We are not labeled or identified by our past or our current struggles. Freedom also comes from putting yourself in teachable positions. We have to be open to learning more. Don’t just go to church. Sign up for a Bible study, attend conferences, go to the Ladies/Men’s retreats. Just this year at the women’s retreat, God showed me how much healing I had received in the area of fear of man. This is the first church we have belonged to that I haven’t found myself begging God to move us somewhere else because I felt like I didn’t have a purpose or I wasn’t trusted or valued. I know now this wasn’t exactly true but this is how I saw it through the eyes of fear. God showed up and showed me how much He loved me and how much I was loved by others and had nothing to be afraid of. I also received 2 similar prophetic words over the past 6 months. One was from a leader at Encounter Weekend last October and the other was from Dishan at the 104 class a couple of weeks ago. I wasn’t real happy about what they told me because they weren’t all about the great things God was going to do through me without me taking care of some more “stuff”. After I finally got over my pride and began asking God to show me what these words meant, He was faithful. At this last Encounter Weekend, the Lord showed me a picture. Our youth pastor, Jeremy, brings his daughter to me for piano lessons. He left my house carrying his two youngest daughters, one in each arm, because one couldn’t walk in the snow and the other didn’t want to. God told me that He wanted to do that for me. He wants to carry me when I am struggling and can’t walk on my own. He wants me to trust him to be my Father and not try to do everything myself. We always need God more today than we did yesterday. Our pastor has said it well; if we take our eyes off God we are seconds away from depression. If you think you have arrived and you have finally gotten all your issues under control or you have no more issues, you better try to open your eyes, because you are both asleep and dreaming or you are dead. Because we live on the planet earth, offense is going to happen. Do I still get offended? Do I still make mistakes? Yes. BUT, I repent, ask forgiveness, choose to forgive, tell the enemy to go, and ask God to heal the wound. Are my kids perfect? No. But, we are learning together how to tackle the storms the enemy puts in our path. Many times it is my children that remind me not to get so bent out of shape. God is in control. God is good all the time. God only gives good gifts to his children. All the bad stuff….that’s Satan fodder. No matter where you are in your freedom journey, tell someone. Others in bondage to the enemy surround us. We overcome the enemy by the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony. My testimony is forgiveness has to be a lifestyle. We live on the planet earth and people are going to do things to hurt us. We have to choose to forgive. If we can’t choose to forgive, then the pain will never go away. Choose to put an end to it. Stand up and tell the enemy enough is enough!

Where We Have Been & What We Have Done 2008

I guess some are not on our snail mail list so it was suggested I post our newsletter we mailed out recently. What is really funny is that there have been a few changes to our lives just since we wrote this. This just goes to show you, it's never to late! Here goes...

January 21, 2009

Greetings from Ireland!
Yes, as I am writing this Rick & I are in Ireland for a mission trip and will return home January 30. Zac and Natalie are going to Mexico for a short term missions trip in March so we decided to combine our efforts. We are very proud of all our kids as mission opportunities have presented themselves they have always jumped in. Just for the record, here is where the Bonnettes have been in the last few years on missions~
2004~Tiffany to Mexico to build houses for the poor; the entire family to Texas to teach Freedom conferences in three different churches
2005~Tiffany to Mexico to build a church
2006~Tiffany to Peru for youth concerts and gatherings; Rick to Ghana, West Africa to teach Freedom conferences
2007~Tiffany & Zachary to Ireland to do “STOMP” street performances in Dublin & Mullingar and work with children and youth in local churches; Rick to Ireland to teach Freedom conferences
2008~Tiffany to Sri Lanka, Nepal, Thailand and India for a 6 week time of ministry to churches in these areas; Trudy to Kivalina, AK for ministry to children & youth; Zac to Mexico to build houses for the poor
2009~Rick & Trudy to Ireland & UK to teach Fresh Start in Belfast, Dublin and Liverpool! Coming in August……UGANDA!!
It has been very exciting to see all that God has done when we go on these trips. We want to encourage you if you have not gone on a mission trip, just do it! You will be amazed and surprised by God!
2008 was a great year! Every year is a great year! Here is what happened……..
We finished building our house and moved in April. We aren’t finished painting or putting in trim but it’s coming a little at a time. Check out the pictures at the bottom. Tiffany graduated from high school and Summit Alaska, a discipleship-training program at our church in Wasilla. She is moving to Homer to help with the Church on the Rock down there. Zachary remains a homeschooler and is set to graduate next May. He has a full time job. He enjoys the freedom of being able to work and do his school work in the evenings. Natalie is still homeschooling, has gone back to gymnastics and learned how to play the guitar this year. She is very excited about going on her first mission trip! Emily & Naomi are attending classes at Foundations for Success, a learning center in Big Lake. They are still learning more piano and decided to sing at the recital this past Christmas. Emily was the only one who actually did it. Naomi changed her mind. They both had parts in the Christmas musical at church. No one believes the shy act anymore. Joseph still spends his days just being darn cute and pretending he can’t hear you telling him to pick up his toys. He loves to play anything! I am still teaching piano & voice lessons at home and working with special events at our church. Rick & I still remain heavily involved with the freedom ministry, Fresh Start, that our church does. That’s why we are in Ireland! Rick will begin counseling with Church on the Rock one day a week when we get back. He still works for Wellspring Ministries of Alaska in Anchorage as well.
God has continued to bless us tremendously and we pray that each and every one of you has a fantastic 2009!

Blessings to you all from Dublin!!
Trudy…Rick…..Tiffany….Zachary…Natalie….Emily….Naomi….Joseph

A LOT OF WATER HAS PASSED UNDER THE BRIDGE SINCE CHRISTMAS or WhErE's ThE bAtHrOoM?

Wow! It's been six weeks since I last wrote. I bet you all thought I fell off the planet. Since that time, we have been to Ireland & England and back and life in between. Rick and I went over there to teach Fresh Start to 3 different churches with a team of 5 of us. Fresh Start teaches on how to be free from pain and loss of the past. It's awesome! We use it in our church here in Wasilla. Check it out on www.churchak.org. We were in Belfast, Dublin, Liverpool and back to Dublin. They were all very interesting places. We got to explore an abandoned castle. It was a small one but it was bigger than my house. We also saw many of the scars of the conflict between the Catholics and Protestants in Belfast. Dublin has historical buildings on every corner. Liverpool is home to the largest Cathedral in England. That was awesome. Delirious did a concert there recently. We did not go to the Beetles museum. I am just not a fan of bugs. We did get to see the oldest church in the province as well as the International Slavery Museum, Maritime museum (which contained many artifacts from the Titanic) and George's Hall (the building that the royals had built while people starved in the streets). Since we returned, we have been helping Tiffany get ready to move to Homer, Alaska. A small fishing village down south :~) Our church just sent our former youth pastor down there to plant a church and it has really taken off. Tif is going down to do what she can to help. Pray she finds a job soon. She is very creatively talented. Zachary continues to work hard to support his toys. First, it was a complete paint ball set-up and now, it's x-box paraphernalia. He really does think hard before he decides to spend money. He and Natalie are going with the youth group to Mexico for a mission trip. They are excited to go but not with each other. Zac recently adopted a Compassion Int'l child from Mexico. He truly has the gift of generosity. Natalie finally got new strings for her guitar and now needs another one because one got away, again! She is writing music and tumbling at gymnastics again. She has started going for the Youth Worship Team practice to shadow what they do so she can eventually join the team. Emily and Naomi are loving their new learning center where they go for classes. They are still working on how to eat their lunch before lunch is over. They are a couple of social butterflies. Joseph is still spending his days being imaginative and creative. Especially when it comes to going potty in the morning. The light in the downstairs bathroom has been out for a few days. We have been trying to find the time to replace the fixture. I won't do it. I don't think my insurance would cover what could happen if I did. Joseph has always bypassed the upstairs bathroom and come downstairs to go potty in the morning. The first morning the light was out, he decided to hold it until it leaked. The second morning, he decided to use the floor, somehow. I am not exactly sure what happened. All I know is that it was on the floor and he just kept looking at it when I asked if he did it. I am really scared of the day when the light is fixed what we are going to find in there. Can't wait to see what tomorrow brings. I took him upstairs and showed him his bathroom next to his room and to use that one until Daddy fixes the light. Intriguing. Today, we finished with the countertops finally being installed in the kitchen. We had to get it done for the final inspection on our house. I will post pictures later. I also became an auntie again on Monday. Welcome to the world London!! Until next time...Tomorrow is a brand new day with no mistakes in it. So go to bed and forget todays!
PS After you repent and ask forgiveness, of course. It's never too late for a Fresh Start!

Yes, I Know Christmas was 3 weeks ago :~) OR What! No sugar?!

Sorry guys! I have been just slightly busy. We are currently sitting in Anchorage airport waiting to fly out to Chicago (we hear some flights have been delayed so pray!) and eventually on to Dublin for a 2 1/2 week European mission tour. We will be in Dublin, Belfast, Liverpool and hopefully Glasgow. Ok, back to Christmas! We had a great Christmas!! Tiffany even came and spent the night. The kids opened their new jammies & stocking Christmas Eve. Santa came early to our house. You guys didn't know we get early delivery did you? We only live 6 hours from the North Pole. You can't expect that guy to deliver everything in one night the way the world has multiplied! We actually enjoyed our visit with Santa at the North Pole over Thanksgiving. He was really nice! He even goes to church and teaches Sunday School for the men!! WOW!! The kids had all put in their one request to him. Joseph asked for a Buzz Lightyear. When he saw Buzz under the tree Christmas morning. He skirted around him and looked at him for a while before he finally decided it was safe enough to pick him up. Now Buzz goes everywhere and sleeps on his bed. Joe Bob is very dissappointed that Buzz needs assitance to stand. Didn't think that one through. Naomi asked for a Belle doll from Beauty and the Beast. She loves Belle! Belle has a special spot on her bed as well. She won't take her anywhere because she doesn't want to lose her! Emily asked for a sled dog and then made me call Santa back and change that order to Momma Panda with a Baby Panda. That was a tall order but mission accomplished. Natalie even sat on Santa's lap and asked for a guitar. Santa delivered really early on that one. She got it for her birthday. But you guys already know that! She settled for a pink iPod instead. Zac asked Santa for a corvette but the poor guy couldn't get it through the chimney so he had to be happy with his new Xbox360. Tiffany wanted her life plan on a flash drive but Santa told her she would have to ask the King of Kings for that! (Just kidding!! She didn't even make the trip. Neither did Zac but they aren't here to defend themselves so they make great blog material. Their lovely picture is my blog id. If you haven't seen it, check it out!) Tif is praying for answers on what comes next and when. She is going down to Texas to work with Uncle Bill and do some other things sometime in March. She is just a little anxious to get there so pray for her! We pray that all our kids make the right choices in what God has planned for them. Naomi said she thought it was really cool that we get presents on Jesus' birthday. She said, "Wouldn't it be cool if we could have a real birthday party with Jesus and bring him presents." I told her that one day we would have one big birthday party when we all get to Heaven and all Jesus wants for presents is us!

On with Christmas day.....we had a great dinner with our friends, the Medlocks. We served turkey breast and ham. I have been trying to serve up some healthier choices much to my families dismay. Needless to say, the golden beets, acorn squash and things were passed over by my younger children. We have been making Ratatoullie. After seeing the movie, the kids wanted to try it. They decided it was for big people. Zac likes it. Natalie wrinkles her nose and the others just laugh. They did like the steamed yams with just a slight sprinkle of cinnamon and sugar. Tiffany asked if she could add marshmellows to them for reheated leftovers. I tried something different with the bread and made scones and herbed beer bread. The kids let me know they prefer plain old rolls or bread. We tried to finish it off with some fabulous homemade pumkin pie, which I stayed up until 2 am to finish. I took one bite and realized there is something wrong with this! I took another bite and it suddenly hit me.....I FORGOT THE SUGAR!!! The kids ate a few bites with a load of whip cream but they just couldn't finish it...too bad we don't have a pig or two. They would have loved it! I did redeem myself at New Year's and made SURE that I put sugar in the pumpkin pie. We actually ate it warm and it was really tasty!

Well, I finally posted pictures so you could see the "Christmas room". Okay, it's actually the living room all cleaned out. It just makes me sound snooty. We also painted since then but I will have to post those pictures later. We painted the living areas and hallways taupe or something like that and the kitchen is called "red, red wine." Yes, I painted my kitchen red! I love it!! Actually Rick painted my kitchen red. You know, like the cards in Alice in Wonderland. It was something akin to that. He ran around singing. "I'm painting the kitchen red or else I'll lose my head." Actually, he really likes it or he is just telling me that so he won't lose his head. I went and picked out all the paint one day when he was at work and just brought it home. I think I scared the paint lady with my huge order and lots of comments like, "I think that will work." I am pretty easy at making things work even if they are horrible. I figured if they were really bad, we would just glaze or sand or something decorative like that. Makes me sound like I know what I am doing anyway. Tiffany just shakes her head and says, "You should have let me go with you." My friends like it so I'm good. The upstairs is vastly hodge podge. The hallways will be the same taupe as downstairs. The Master Suite, as the house plans call it, will be a deep sage and the bathroom a lighter version. Natalie's room is electric blue, lime green and bright orange with hot pink in wall decor and some of her bedding. Yes, I know. We are saving electricity. IT'S AWESOME!! We will post pictures because you just have to see it! Zac's room will be blue, period. Emily and Naomi will have pink and purple. They had other ideas, we said no! Joseph's love for heavy equipment will come out in his walls. He will have dirt on the bottom half, sky blue with clouds for the top half and wallpaper trim with various loaders and such. He got a play table for Christmas to park his equipment on. He calls it his construction site. He even has a chair to sit at. He pushes blocks and lincoln logs around daily. Always a project at hand! The bathrooms in the hallways will be blue. We have the ocean upstairs and the Alaskan wilderness downstairs. One day we will have our house finished.......

I do want to do a New Year's letter. We gave up on Christmas letters a long time ago. We decided to go with the IRS deadline for businesses, Feb 28. We will have pictures from our trip then! Hope you all had a blessed Christmas! As much as we love to have fun with Santa, we do remember the reason it all started in the first place. We praise our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, for being willing to come as one of us to pull us out of the pit and teach us to walk in freedom! Happy 2009 to all of you!